I don't see the problem, do you?

I have done some "things" for money before and I am not ashamed to admit I did. I want to be a stripper when I turn 18. I'm not good at math, social studies and all that other crap. Haven't been to school in like months. When I do go, leave right after 3rd period. The only thing I'm good at is giving BJs and laying on my back. I have had an abortion a few weeks ago. I've been depressed for about 5 months now. Feeling hopeless and suicidal. I do NOT want counseling. Since I am not 18, I want to go back to giving head for $25 until I am 18 and can be a stripper legally. I am not on drugs but I do drink. A LOT. I am willing to die of AIDS and I don't care if I get picked up by a trick then get murdered. Give me one GOOD reason why I shouldn't?